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So Bill and I got into this huge fight about school. He thinks I'm smart and I have potential and all that bull and he wants me to decide by the time January comes what I'm going to school for. How am I supposed to do that? What makes anyone think they actually know what they want to do with the rest of their lives at 20? At 16 I had this whole stupid plan. The same one everyone has. Go to college, get married, buy a house, THEN have kids. Well I fucked it up. I don't know what order I'm supposed to go in now. Or if I even should go to school. I don't know what I want to do with my life. What if I decide on a school and a major and I hate it? Then I waisted all that time and money on something I don't even want to do. I just don't know where to go from here. I'm stuck.