hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
wow.
just re-read my last entry which was oh...less than an hour ago.
maybe im just swingin around on differant moods
but to be honest after i wrote that down...i realized how minor everything was and how i was making a huge deal out of nothing at all. overanalyzing. i did the exact thing i think is so gay. dramatizing everything. even worse i let my crazy drama thoughts and feelings carry into my mood. which carried into my days. bah humbug. i guess its good i just got it out. that way i could really tell wat was going on with myself. my family will be my family for always. and by my family i mean my mom and my sister. as long as my sister is here we wont be going to far. and as long as we dont go to far then there isnt a risk of me having to leave. and even if the opportunity arose there are people i would live with here. suzie. even my dad if necessary. bleh. stupid moods. i hate them. i should be in control of them always. but sometimes i guess they just become a little overwhelming. mix overwhelming and sleepiness and it = shitty mood.
sorry if i was kinda blah today..=/
i wish i could see you right now and tell you i love you and lay a huge kiss on you. i guess it'll have to wait until tomorrow.
<3 L dawg
just re-read my last entry which was oh...less than an hour ago.
maybe im just swingin around on differant moods
but to be honest after i wrote that down...i realized how minor everything was and how i was making a huge deal out of nothing at all. overanalyzing. i did the exact thing i think is so gay. dramatizing everything. even worse i let my crazy drama thoughts and feelings carry into my mood. which carried into my days. bah humbug. i guess its good i just got it out. that way i could really tell wat was going on with myself. my family will be my family for always. and by my family i mean my mom and my sister. as long as my sister is here we wont be going to far. and as long as we dont go to far then there isnt a risk of me having to leave. and even if the opportunity arose there are people i would live with here. suzie. even my dad if necessary. bleh. stupid moods. i hate them. i should be in control of them always. but sometimes i guess they just become a little overwhelming. mix overwhelming and sleepiness and it = shitty mood.
sorry if i was kinda blah today..=/
i wish i could see you right now and tell you i love you and lay a huge kiss on you. i guess it'll have to wait until tomorrow.
<3 L dawg