May 22, 2005 09:48
Yay.
So Adam texted me all night again and we made the usual obscene jokes to each other. Not obscene like sexual, obscene like just violence obbsessed perversity. Hard to describe. I'm glad we've decided to be friends because that is just like a huge weight off my chest. We really are great friends and I really don't know what the fuck we were thinking even considering it anything different. I guess after a 2 year absence from each other, that instant connection and CLICK was a shock to our minds. We're like idiot partners in crime. Not lovers. Thinking about it now makes me kinda icky in a gross way. I mean, we half assed kissed (imagine; 10 year olds giving each other pecks) a couple times like a month ago but man, how bizzare it felt and awkward too. Fuck that. I'm so glad we never did anything stupid. So glad.
So Adam called me as soon as he got off of work and we started out thinking neither of us had anything to say to the other, but it ended up being a 4 hour conversation.
Adam suggested something amazing: move to Madison.
So that's what I think I'm going to do. In August, Adam is losing a roommate and wants me to live with him. He also said that if I still didn't have a job that he would cover my rent until I found one. I hope to find a job soon and work my fucking ass off to make money for saving.
Saturday Adam is coming to pick me up and take me to Madison to see the apartment and show me around town.
We'll see what I think of his place.