Can you tell me why you have been so sad?
The answer is no...i just seem to go through these times where nothing goes right to me, but everything would seem as if it is. I went to the doctor today and he really upset me, and I have to spend from 9am to around 3 in a doctors office on thursday, then take my abnormal psych exam that im unprepared for.
I wonder if i keep pretending to be happy if i will,...if that idea will ever work or if i will just remember that im not happy and my world will crumble. I'm trying...i really am.
2 hours in the gym, every day. And now that things are picking up with DJJ, i dont even have time to breathe anymore. and even still...i feel like a failure
i just cant shake the feeling that something is missing
i wish i knew how to fix me,
jess
I wonder if i keep pretending to be happy if i will,...if that idea will ever work or if i will just remember that im not happy and my world will crumble. I'm trying...i really am.
2 hours in the gym, every day. And now that things are picking up with DJJ, i dont even have time to breathe anymore. and even still...i feel like a failure
i just cant shake the feeling that something is missing
i wish i knew how to fix me,
jess