who's going to watch you die?

Jun 26, 2006 02:04

And I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all ...

Its amazing how powerful words can be to someone, or how much power you may think they have but truly lack. I am staring off at the lipstick print on my wine glass, realizing how 3rd class elegant it makes me feel. I long for things above me, but I know as long as I keep reaching eventually the bones will appear.

I wish I could write something so utterly thought provoking and inspiring that people would find comfort in the power of my words, but my voice has been choked through a quick succession of enemy fire, causing rapid hope loss to my heart.

I'm getting by, I'm pretending to be happy, I'm going out, I'm living.

But is it really living even if you are the only one who knows its a lie?

I should get some sleep, gym in the early AM, then Aerobics, then meeting, then doctor, then class, then gym again.

eventually the stars won't be so far away,
jess
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