I've Lost The Song Of My Soul Tonight

[not_astereotype]

Alex was walking around outside, thinking about things that had happened lately. Talking to Teddy always hurt. No matter what it was about. Just seeing him hurt. Now that Teddy was with Landon...everything was different. Alex's spot in Teddy heart had been taken and it was one of the most painful things he's ever felt. It was like his heart had

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[glamorous_alec]

*Alec kissed back, hands dropping to Alex's waist and pulling him close.*

Hey baby, what's up?

*His smile fades at the sadness in Alex's eyes.*

[not_astereotype]

"I need you." He whispered before kissing him again, pressing his body against Alec's. His arms went around Alec's neck as he closed his eyes, he was trying his best not to just break down. Instead, he just let all his emotions go into that kiss.

[glamorous_alec]

You have me, you know that.

*He holds him close, kissing back just as fiercely.*

Alex, what's wrong?

[not_astereotype]

"Why does it hurt so much that he's getting over me? I...I hate talking to you about him, but you're the only one I can talk to. You're the only person I have." He whispers and clings to him tightly, crying.

[glamorous_alec]

Who? Teddy?

*Alec looked at him.*

You can talk to me about anything, baby, you should know that.

*He wipes the blood-tears away.*

[not_astereotype]

"Who else?" He says softly, looking up at his fiance. "It hurts so bad and I just want it to go away."

[glamorous_alec]

I know, baby, I know. But it won't just go away.

*He hugged him tight.*

Do you want me to talk to him? Maybe you two need space apart for a while.

[not_astereotype]

"Why not? It's not fair."

Alex buries his face in Alec's chest, breathing in his scent in an effort to calm himself down. It worked a bit. He closed his eyes and just concentrated on Alec. He just nods at the question, not wanting to talk about it anymore.

[glamorous_alec]

Because life enjoys torturing us poor soulless beings.

*He frowns, holding him tightly against him. He'd talk to Teddy, it would be best for both of them if they had space.*

[not_astereotype]

"No fair." He whined, peaking up at Alec before moving to kiss him.

[glamorous_alec]

I know.

*He kisses back.*

On a better note, do you have any idea where you want to have the wedding?

[not_astereotype]

"On a beach. Where do you want it?"

[glamorous_alec]

No idea. I don't really mind. But I want to honeymoon in Paris. I know its cliche but still.

[not_astereotype]

"That sounds amazing, love." He smiled and kissed him softly.

[glamorous_alec]

Have you ever been to Paris, baby?

[not_astereotype]

"Nope, I haven't. I've always wanted to, though."