I've Lost The Song Of My Soul Tonight
Alex was walking around outside, thinking about things that had happened lately. Talking to Teddy always hurt. No matter what it was about. Just seeing him hurt. Now that Teddy was with Landon...everything was different. Alex's spot in Teddy heart had been taken and it was one of the most painful things he's ever felt. It was like his heart had been ripped out of his chest and not even Alec could make him feel better. Of course, he could never tell Alec all this. It would hurt him and that's the last thing Alex wants to do right now. Alec is all he has now and he loves him more than life itself, but he just wishes he could be over Teddy.
He let out a sigh and went to find his fiance. He needed to get his mind off things. He wanted the hurt to go away and maybe it would. Hopefully before the wedding. He didn't want to be thinking constantly about some other guy at his wedding. When he spotted Alec, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath before walking over and just kissing him hard without saying anything.
He let out a sigh and went to find his fiance. He needed to get his mind off things. He wanted the hurt to go away and maybe it would. Hopefully before the wedding. He didn't want to be thinking constantly about some other guy at his wedding. When he spotted Alec, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath before walking over and just kissing him hard without saying anything.