has it been that long?
so indeed it has been ages since I last updated, Twitter has stolen me away you say, but alas I haven't been on Twitter as much as I used to either. This semester has been crazy, I'll be glad once next week is over, when all my projects/papers/presentations are over and all that's left is exams and I can breathe easier. I've never been one to get too chuffed about exams, maybe it's why I don't do too well, but hey, it's just the way I am. I don't think grades is all there is to life, and I hope I can prove that someday.
I think I'm coming to that point in life when I don't know what to do with myself, stepping out into the world having been sheltered in school all my life. I swear I am terrified at the prospect of once and for all leaving school. For a while at least, then I'm considering postgrad studies. But anyway, yes, I look calm and confident, I am anything but. I am shaking in my knickers at the thought of having to write resumes and CVs and going for job interviews and the whole shebang. TERRIFIED.
and in case you don't know yet, apparently I can't watch Arsenal or even bloody matchtweet or else something bad will happen. The matches I didn't watch, we won. How unfair is that? I have to support Arsenal by not watching them. *sigh* I am cursed.
my parents are going away for a month for their Haj pilgrimage. Just me and my bro at home. Everyone's worried about how me and my bro are gonna get on, but I'm honestly more worried for my parents. God please keep them safe while they dedicate themselves.
so basically, my life has been schoolschoolschoolschoolschoolworkfamilyschoolschoolschoolschool and it goes on like that. work has been pretty good, it makes me feel really good that all these kids are having fun and they're all starting to come out of their shells and it's so great to see.
but yes. my life is boring, nothing much to talk about really.
I think I'm coming to that point in life when I don't know what to do with myself, stepping out into the world having been sheltered in school all my life. I swear I am terrified at the prospect of once and for all leaving school. For a while at least, then I'm considering postgrad studies. But anyway, yes, I look calm and confident, I am anything but. I am shaking in my knickers at the thought of having to write resumes and CVs and going for job interviews and the whole shebang. TERRIFIED.
and in case you don't know yet, apparently I can't watch Arsenal or even bloody matchtweet or else something bad will happen. The matches I didn't watch, we won. How unfair is that? I have to support Arsenal by not watching them. *sigh* I am cursed.
my parents are going away for a month for their Haj pilgrimage. Just me and my bro at home. Everyone's worried about how me and my bro are gonna get on, but I'm honestly more worried for my parents. God please keep them safe while they dedicate themselves.
so basically, my life has been schoolschoolschoolschoolschoolworkfamilyschoolschoolschoolschool and it goes on like that. work has been pretty good, it makes me feel really good that all these kids are having fun and they're all starting to come out of their shells and it's so great to see.
but yes. my life is boring, nothing much to talk about really.