THE BATTLES ON!

[not_a_bad_girl]

yeah....no there isn't any battle....well cept for the one in my head! Well I should have known it would soon come.... I really should have... I have been cutting more....and craving other things really badly....and I have been depressed....and yeah....so as if it were a natural thing for me... I found myself sitting on my little bed thingy...and

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[fireincarnation]

As much as Cross Creek teaches about coping with trauma, it also instills trauma. The very act of being locked up for years on end with no basic human rights is traumatic, and when you add the 28 forms of psychological torture that I personally witnessed . . . well, there is a lot of healing that has to be done from nothing more than the experience of being there. Not to mention the fact that noone got there without having some sort of prior trauma. As someone who has been working through the trauma of Cross Creek for the two years that I have been free of that place, I can say that healing from that is not an easy task. Therapy can help, if you find a good therapist (I've been through a couple before I settled on a good one.) Drugs definitely don't help. Talking about it does. And I firmly believe that suing Cross Creek for all they're worth will help too. I want to talk to you about some of the things that you wrote in this post, specifically the idea that you may be multiple (as I am.) Anyway, right now I am living in a house with someone I met in the program and her assorted family, which means I can talk to someone who understands the program from personal experience. That really helps. Once again, it would help me if I knew your name, but we can talk and hopefully we can be of help to one another. My email is fireincarnation@yahoo.co.uk. Drop me a line when you get the chance, or talk to me on AIM. I'm fireincarnation, MarcusPilate, Cutting Threads, and LouisChilde.