Technically!
Technically...haha.... Not no longer technical... Well Brady and I are now boyfriend/girlfriend! Its great! I love it! Finally!!!!! Yes well I just wanted to post that... I probably wont be coming on here that much anymore...if ever... No more bus rides either... I'm gone... I have to do this and I am sorry... I am doing it for me... I need to stop thinking about how I am going to hurt other people and start thinking about whats hurting me. You took my weakest thing (cutting) and used it against me! What the fuck! I mean I am not going to be around a person who will do that... that just shows me you aren't stable and because of that I have to leave. Dont call... dont come see me... If you really like me as much as you say you do you'll leave me alone... Maybe later we can be friends again but for now I think its best for both of us if we are not even that.
My bio-dad use to threaten to kill himself or tell my mom he was going to kill himself... to gain her back... Thats called emotional abuse...thats what that is...I dont know if you realize that or not...maybe not...maybe you do... I dont know... I know I got all happy and chipper after you threw it away...but that was mostly because I didn't know how to react to you...You went from all depressed and threatening to all joking and happy like... So I just went with it... You really freaked the hell out of me. I think thats what you wanted to do...but I just don't think you were expecting the reaction you got... Well thats not something I will put up with... I know you will probably say sorry and ask to be friends... For now its a no. Not even friends...for now... You respect that and show me that you can respect that I want my space...then maybe...just maybe we will be friends again one day. Oh and if you do keep calling me or trying to come see me... I wil use the resorces I have...and I think you know exactly what I mean by that.
I am sorry I have to be like this... No I am not sorry... actually no... what you did was really fucked up! I mean I dont even think you know how fucked up that was. Well if you do something serious dont expect me to feel guilty about it... I will not have that blame put on my shoulders. You know I am accepting of alot of things... I mean alot of stuff... Well you had to pick the one thing that I refuse to accept! And I mean come on... do you realize my bio-dad use to do shit like that to me and my mom.... and It fucked me up for awhile cuz I fell for i, all of it...it was bullshit most of the time. The only way it worked to get my bio-dad to stop was to do what I am doing to you... and I felt bad for it but he stopped... I told him like it was and I didn't sugar coat it and try to make it sound nice than it was... I am telling it straight up!
Well thats all... Bye Kyle... and I am sorry it had to come to this... I wish we could be friends but not until you get your shit together. Bye.
My bio-dad use to threaten to kill himself or tell my mom he was going to kill himself... to gain her back... Thats called emotional abuse...thats what that is...I dont know if you realize that or not...maybe not...maybe you do... I dont know... I know I got all happy and chipper after you threw it away...but that was mostly because I didn't know how to react to you...You went from all depressed and threatening to all joking and happy like... So I just went with it... You really freaked the hell out of me. I think thats what you wanted to do...but I just don't think you were expecting the reaction you got... Well thats not something I will put up with... I know you will probably say sorry and ask to be friends... For now its a no. Not even friends...for now... You respect that and show me that you can respect that I want my space...then maybe...just maybe we will be friends again one day. Oh and if you do keep calling me or trying to come see me... I wil use the resorces I have...and I think you know exactly what I mean by that.
I am sorry I have to be like this... No I am not sorry... actually no... what you did was really fucked up! I mean I dont even think you know how fucked up that was. Well if you do something serious dont expect me to feel guilty about it... I will not have that blame put on my shoulders. You know I am accepting of alot of things... I mean alot of stuff... Well you had to pick the one thing that I refuse to accept! And I mean come on... do you realize my bio-dad use to do shit like that to me and my mom.... and It fucked me up for awhile cuz I fell for i, all of it...it was bullshit most of the time. The only way it worked to get my bio-dad to stop was to do what I am doing to you... and I felt bad for it but he stopped... I told him like it was and I didn't sugar coat it and try to make it sound nice than it was... I am telling it straight up!
Well thats all... Bye Kyle... and I am sorry it had to come to this... I wish we could be friends but not until you get your shit together. Bye.