wow, has it really come to this?
I've been sitting here, trying to find myself
I get behind myself, I need to rewind myself
Looking for the payback. Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one yet I'm last in line
I take too many pills. It helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name. They say it way out loud
A lot of people fuck with me. It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay to be some big shot like I am
Outstretched hands and one night stands, still I can't find love
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone far way too long
Maybe I forgot all the things I've missed
And somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times and I still stand firm
You get what you put in and people get what they deserve
Still, I ain't seen mine. No, I ain't seen mine
I've been giving, just ain't been getting
I've been walking that line
So I think I'll keep on walking with my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why
Take me to the river.
