Apr 16, 2009 19:00
I really miss living in a small town, Grand Forks was ok Castlegar was better. I really miss how easy it was to get close to people, plus it was a lot cheaper to live there as well. I miss the raves, the house parties, the feeling that you do not have to be paranoid or cautious when walking alone at dark. Do not get me wrong I love it here it is just everyone is so cold so distant it is hard to have any real friends here.
I just watched a music video and it brought up memories of fun time and a happier life living in a small town with nice people. NO I am not saying what music video it is kind of embarrassing, all I have to say is I just miss not living in a small town where things are just easier.
I am also stressing out like crazy over finals, I am having trouble sleeping, and like usual around finals I can’t stop eating I am never full I eat a bunch then have indigestion for an hour or two. I have been trying to dink crap loads of water to make myself feel full to try and stop it.
Nothing really else to say other then feeling anxious about my training for being a security guard on Monday.
lonly,
stressed,
small town,
eating