Feb 23, 2008 22:19
Rummage sale today. it went well i sold a bunch of weird stuff to people. i didn't realize how exhausting today was gonna be. i got home at like 4 and fell asleep. kinda worried about all of the crazy hw i have this week end. drydens gone crazy and assigned 150 pages of malcolm x for monday which is like 100 times as much as what shes assigned us in the past for this book. malcolm x is the most aggravating book ive ever read. all it is thus far is him complaining about how all white people are the devil and that we are pure evil. it kinda bothers me cause there are so many black people who hate white people in africa so for me its not just historical. its kinda like being forced to read a doctrine on why gay people are bad. seeing a movie 2moro? hopefully. thatle be fun.
I was kinda amazed with the difference in how i felt today after my little post yesterday. I was much happier today than ive been in a long time. i wish i could have gone to the gym today. its like the only day of the week i can go. o well next week i guess.
It kinda felt weird today because all the juniors were going to the college fair and it was just kinda weird cause i remember doing all that stuff and now that younger grades are actually getting serious about college stuff idk it just makes going to college a little more real. kinda makes me feel more like a senior. i guess. idk. i always thought that as a senior you would have a sense of seniority, but i dont really. ive come to think that its way over rated. doesnt feel special or exciting or anything. idk maybe its different for others, but its just kinda like when you have a big birthday or something. like 16 or 18 or whatever. you wake up and its just like oh its my birthday, but theres nothing really different about it. youd think if any birthday 18 would be special. your legal. but it wasnt really. i bought a lotto ticket like 3 months after i turned 18. i wasn't even carded though lol.