this sucks...
aghhh i had a long night last night....at work and everything and i didnt get to bed until 3 then i woke up at 8:30 to get ready for church at 9:45 and we touched a subject that was well.....sad....we were all crying...cause a lot of our church members have lost children, husbands, wifes, etc....and they had asked my brother and i about our mom...and we just broke down and cried cause we haven't heard from her in almost a month...and we're really scared...for her...plus she usually puts money in my brothers account to pay the bills my brother and i cant pay...and now we're scared cause we have to pay our cars, where we live, our insurance, moms insurance...so many things.....and it's really sucky....but i'm praying about it cause i know there's a way out of this....i've been working my butt off at work and so has my brother...so God willing, all goes well.......
on another note....today after church i came home to work on this research paper for like 2 hours and i was going to take a nap but i forgot i promised my friend claudia that i'd hang out with her and all the basketball girls today...so she called me at 2:30 and we went to tobin to play basketball 'til about 6:45 lol katie messed me up!!! lol she kept elbowing me cause shes like 4 feet taller than me lol so i started pinching her and daaaaaaang can she pinch or what! i was getting out of the car and katie was sitting in the front and i pinched her leg haha she was all tearing up cause i pinched her so hard, so i'm walking up to my door and i just hear someone running and i turn around and katie's running after me haha she's such a dork ! lol ...and then i came home and talked to my brother about his "blind date" tonite lol that i hooked him up with....and poor thing, he thought she was gonna stand him up, i was like "noooo she's not like that" but i got scared myself cause 9:00 in the pm came by and for a split second i thought she was gonna stand him up but his phone rang so i was like "woo!" so then i helped him get ready and he kept saying "but krystle what if she doesn't like me? you know i'm ugly" i was all "omg shuuuuut up! you know you're handsome and you're a great guy!" he was all "aww my sister thinks i'm cuuuuteee, my sister loves me!" all girly i was all "haha okay...dont get too excited now its not THAT serious" lol but i do love him :) so after that, hugo called me and invited me to go with him, adriana and stephanie to village inn so we went...and OMG it was tooooooo funny! hugo loves making fun of people but he acts like them and its too funny! me, stephanie and adriana were laughing the whole time and didnt even finish our food....haha. so after that i came home, showered and yeah....here i am......
so i'm pretty down about a certain situation with someone cause i rarely get to talk to them or see them and yeah : ( maybe i never cross their mind................................. ::sigh::