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just a regular week as usual i guess- things have been getting pretty hard- this update won't be all that fun to read- i'm warning you now- its not depressing just really boring..just so i can put my thoughts on the line- and i mean since this is my livejournal, i can write whatever the heck i want to... so here it goes...
moday was same ole school and soccer- i didnt even have fun like i normally do... *sigh*
tuesday was a normal day- and then i didn't go to soccer practice- instead i went to FCA- it was good. i like it a whole lot- makes me feel better- plus all the people there are like totally aweosme and i'm making new friends so its all goooood... and my cat died that night... and yeah.. not cool- i miss him... and my mom got my grades- and they aren't all that great so yeah my mom had to get all up on my case and get all pissed off- i mean school just sucks- i think no matter how hard i work- the results will still be the same... but w/e.
wednesday night- always my absolute favorite night of the week- and i can't even describe how absolutly AMAZING the service was. i mean i really can't- it touched me in so many ways and really just put in my mind that you can never give up.A guy named Chris talked. He has a problem with his voice. When he was born, they pronounced him dead, then 15 minutes later he started to cry. Since of the lack of oxygen, his voice and other parts of his body did not develop fully. He taught himself to read and graduated in the top 5 his High School class. It was amazing, he had such an impact and you could feel it throughout the room. Nobody was talking to their friends they were all listening to Chris.. AWESOME! plus i got to talk to my mom for a while just me and her- one on one thing. made me feel better that she is understanding me..well kinda...
thursday i had a deep convo with a friend. i feel like for the first time- someone over at mill creek listens to me. they care about me. and i feel like i actually have a best friend over here... its really cool- plus i'm actually going to homecoming this year.. but we are just going as friends- so yeah i'm looking forward to that now-a-days. so yeah thats cool. he's a great friend- :-D hehe chris :-D
soccer these days.. i don't think anyone could really relate but i just don't have fun anymore. i don't like this team i am on.. they don't like me either. idk problems plus its all full of drama and crap- just what a team needs right? w/e- i love playing with bronze- i have the most fun and i love the sport again. it makes me feel like i used to- playing for the love of the game... :-) the good ole' days.
i miss matthew turner- we used to be best friends..*sigh* i need my best friend back!!!
love to you all-
shannon.marie
(((JeSuS i Am So In LoVe WiTh YoU)))