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i really haven't been myself lately...
i am enjoying the talks i am having with new friends...it makes me feel better.. some people understand me-w0w
but i am also losing my bests from years ago.. people change and sometimes i wish i were back in middle school where everyone gets in fights but you know in the end- you and your best friend will be okay...today its not like that, people are changing all around me.. it upstets me sometimes...
sometimes i will try so hard- only to be let down or given up on...it hurts
i miss everyone at chhs....
i don't know who to run to these days..
what happened to jumpy-excited-happy-joyful shannon? i am like that at church on wednesdays and around my chhs people but i'm someone different at mchs... i don't like it.
God has been shining through me lately so i am very happy for that. that can keep a smile on my face.
homecoming is tomorrow night- going to go- should be fun.
kristen won homecoming princess tonight- so happy for her. shes awesome!!
i have feelings for him...but i really don't want to be hurt again...
i'm not depressed although i sound like i am... i promise, i'm just confused...
Let the Lord be Your Light-
I <3 you....