The Dark Side....
I've been a real dick today at work. I've just been agitated and annoyed with everyone and everything. My boss, who's pretty damn cool, even said I was acting strangely. I don't really have an explanation for it. Just general frustration I guess. One of those days, as they say.
Of course, these are the days that I long for companionship. Being single is easy when you're constantly intrigued by the world and there's much to look forward to. It's almost better at that time, because you seemingly have nothing holding you back from diving in to whatever you want. That's been me for a good while now.
And then there is today. A day in which nothing feels right. I'm mad, but I don't know why. And when I get home there's not that one person that can make it go away. There's just me again, by myself and with my thoughts. Writing down as much as I can just to get it out. Maybe even finish that one-act play I just started writing. Productive, but still not enough.
There's alot to be said for affection, even if it isn't love. Just the right look from a particular girl could bring me out of my funk. A comforting arm around the shoulders. Just... something. But right now there's nothing to fix my frustration.
Maybe that's why I'm frustrated.
Of course, these are the days that I long for companionship. Being single is easy when you're constantly intrigued by the world and there's much to look forward to. It's almost better at that time, because you seemingly have nothing holding you back from diving in to whatever you want. That's been me for a good while now.
And then there is today. A day in which nothing feels right. I'm mad, but I don't know why. And when I get home there's not that one person that can make it go away. There's just me again, by myself and with my thoughts. Writing down as much as I can just to get it out. Maybe even finish that one-act play I just started writing. Productive, but still not enough.
There's alot to be said for affection, even if it isn't love. Just the right look from a particular girl could bring me out of my funk. A comforting arm around the shoulders. Just... something. But right now there's nothing to fix my frustration.
Maybe that's why I'm frustrated.