Dec 14, 2005 23:40
i hate school and i have had a trillion papers and they are all due at once and werent assigned with significant time. i havent slept in 2 nights, and i wont be sleeping today either. my eyes are red. my essays make no sense. one is over 11 pages long, and i couldnt explain it to you.
but fuck it, this semester is over. next semester may be harder, but i may drop a class if thats the case. im done trying to please everyone besides myself with my grades
i want to go home. i want to see my twin sister and my best friend and my brother and my dad and my beautiful beautiful boyfriend who i love and miss very much. i want to hold all of them at the same time. im not even homesick, im just ready to go home. i dont do any work 80% of the time im here... but when it rains it poors.