all alone!
ok so everybody probably already knows that i no longer have a roommate. good in that asians dont like me bc im horribly disrespectful and know no personal space, but bad in that i have never slept all by myself before and frankly i am scared. plus theres alot of stuff that i will have to buy completely now since no one will do the refrigerator/tv/stereo/hot plate, etc excahnge with me. so much for leaving the blah-bee at home kids, its gonna have to come wiith me. does anyone know that im scared of the dark? bc i am so ill just add that in. haha now ill have to sleep with the light completely on. its cool bc i doubt someone in a ninja gang would have been straight with a night light anyway
the summer is ending! what will happen to my relationships down here? and more interestingly, what will happen to the relationships with the people i have that have already left home? its weird bc though the fact that there will be distance between us is not new to the relationship, the fact that im not at "home base" might change things around. i feel like if i was stupid i would have the MOST confidence in these long distance relationships but since im a SUPER GENIUS i happen to know that these will become the least sturdy of all. probably anyway. though the fact that we have already decided to stay in touch can only be a good sign.
ive also decided (not just on the discussion with a good friend earlier this afternoon) that while i may be in a low "league" in terms of who is roughly the same level of attratctive as i am, i am either a master of trascending said leagues or it frankly doesnt make a difference and is all a load of crap. lol i may not be "hot" enough for any of my boyfriends, but the way i see it, if im looking at a winner its really just their problem that they arent. i guess my dazzling personality is just one of those things that makes people love me despite my hunch back and horribly disfigured face (sty not included bc that shit isnt permanant)
i love hippies! lol love is a silly word really bc it means so much to the person its said to and the person who says it but they mean different things to each. with that being said "i love you all" haha you have no idea what i mean.
the summer is ending! what will happen to my relationships down here? and more interestingly, what will happen to the relationships with the people i have that have already left home? its weird bc though the fact that there will be distance between us is not new to the relationship, the fact that im not at "home base" might change things around. i feel like if i was stupid i would have the MOST confidence in these long distance relationships but since im a SUPER GENIUS i happen to know that these will become the least sturdy of all. probably anyway. though the fact that we have already decided to stay in touch can only be a good sign.
ive also decided (not just on the discussion with a good friend earlier this afternoon) that while i may be in a low "league" in terms of who is roughly the same level of attratctive as i am, i am either a master of trascending said leagues or it frankly doesnt make a difference and is all a load of crap. lol i may not be "hot" enough for any of my boyfriends, but the way i see it, if im looking at a winner its really just their problem that they arent. i guess my dazzling personality is just one of those things that makes people love me despite my hunch back and horribly disfigured face (sty not included bc that shit isnt permanant)
i love hippies! lol love is a silly word really bc it means so much to the person its said to and the person who says it but they mean different things to each. with that being said "i love you all" haha you have no idea what i mean.