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I'm so tired I can't seem to unwind. I've been on an emotional rollor coaster and I am trying to stop long enough to make sense of everything but who wants to talk about that : / Bleh
Friday I got a surprise call from Kelly (Canada Kelly) saying she was coming down on Sunday . On one hand I wish she would of came at a time where things weren't so chaotic but regardless it was wonderful having her here and it was really great having her to talk with. We hit up Disneyland yesterday and later on in the evening met up with her dad who got us a hotel room where he been staying on business. I left around 2 this afternoon so I could get home in time for school. When I called to let him know I made it back to S.D. okay he said Kell was asleep. She's been sick on top of dealing with everything she's been dealing with so it was good to hear she fianlly gets some "her" time to just sit the fuck down and BREATHE (as well as catch up on some Zzzzz's) It was really hard saying bye to her today and the only thing that kept us both from crying was us reminding eachother that I'll be up in Canada come December. It was just so hard her having to up and move out of the blue. She has brought up the idea of me moving to Canada and I'm not 100% opposed to the idea but we'll see. I just know she is one of my closest friends and I miss the hell out of her and Kyra : (
I got some really good news this weekend. Apparently my mom and step dad have come into an inheritance and want to get Lasik for both my step brother and I. I am very grateful to them for wanting to do this for me though i cant say I dont feel a bit uncomfortable with them spending that much money. We have really never been that close and though I am extremely grateful, it's just a little weird but I'm really excited about it. That means that next Halloween if I get fake blood in my eye, I won't have to walk around with a red/pink contact for the next couple of days (though it did look cool Saturday night).
Gonna try to lay down and turn the brain off now.......
Friday I got a surprise call from Kelly (Canada Kelly) saying she was coming down on Sunday . On one hand I wish she would of came at a time where things weren't so chaotic but regardless it was wonderful having her here and it was really great having her to talk with. We hit up Disneyland yesterday and later on in the evening met up with her dad who got us a hotel room where he been staying on business. I left around 2 this afternoon so I could get home in time for school. When I called to let him know I made it back to S.D. okay he said Kell was asleep. She's been sick on top of dealing with everything she's been dealing with so it was good to hear she fianlly gets some "her" time to just sit the fuck down and BREATHE (as well as catch up on some Zzzzz's) It was really hard saying bye to her today and the only thing that kept us both from crying was us reminding eachother that I'll be up in Canada come December. It was just so hard her having to up and move out of the blue. She has brought up the idea of me moving to Canada and I'm not 100% opposed to the idea but we'll see. I just know she is one of my closest friends and I miss the hell out of her and Kyra : (
I got some really good news this weekend. Apparently my mom and step dad have come into an inheritance and want to get Lasik for both my step brother and I. I am very grateful to them for wanting to do this for me though i cant say I dont feel a bit uncomfortable with them spending that much money. We have really never been that close and though I am extremely grateful, it's just a little weird but I'm really excited about it. That means that next Halloween if I get fake blood in my eye, I won't have to walk around with a red/pink contact for the next couple of days (though it did look cool Saturday night).
Gonna try to lay down and turn the brain off now.......