Hey I know I have updated in a while, but here goes.......
Ok so I am still with Kyle which is a very good thing! I love him very much. He got a new job in Lansing a couple of weeks ago and I couldn't be prouder. I am excited that Christmas is coming. Kyle's mom is coming up from Conneticut, I hope that I can meet her. Everything else is going good. I checked my grades online today and I got a B in math which is very good I never thought that I would pass that class but I did :) Gold Star for me. On a serious note, I have been ver stressed out latley. I don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life and I feel like that is a VERY bad thing. I mean I want to make enough money to support myself and my husband (whomever he may be) but i just feel like I need to do it now! I just feel like I everyone else knows what they want to do. I have some ideas in my head I mean I know that I want to help people and make a difference in their lives. I have criminal justice and psychology in mind, but that's about it. When I try to talk to my parents about it they just say that I am not going to make enough money doing those things and that I should try to aim for something higher. I don't want to be in school for the rest of my life! I mean I just don't know what to do. I wish that I never turned 18! Why could'nt I have just died at 17? Anyways im sure all of that mess will be figured out but untill then I am enjoying life as much as possible I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and enjoys their time with their friends and family.