big is confused. and pissed off.
last bit first...to the slimy piece of shit that passed on a certain bit of information to a certain someone, fuck you. you are an insensetive asshole, and I thought I could trust you, but I was obviously wrong. I think I know who you are, but I'm not sure, which is why I haven't put any names. whoever it was had better stay the fuck outta my way. because I am seriously fucking pissed off about it. you suck up to whoever you happen to be with at the time and you clearly dont give a rats ass about people's feelings. now I've got that one out of the way...although this matter as far as I'm concerned is far from over...as soon as I get a name heads are gonna roll. anyway...don't think I should play at the co op on Friday, I don't think I'm ready...ok so I'm just nervous but hey. I'll feel better at the xmas market when it isnt just me playing. also, I like someone. I think. that's what I'm confused about. I'll see what happens there. nothing else to say about it really. I Feel kinda disillusioned with life and everything at the moment, it's just like an empty feeling, and my temper is at an all time high, I am having a hell of a time controlling what I say and how I say it. I speak before I think, and I need to reverse that again. anyway, going to have my hair cut in Louth now, also gonna buy a mic stand, I need one.