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this is an autobiographical incident i had to write for adv. comp....read if you'd like <3
to everyone who helped me with this.....thank you soooo much! i coulnd't have done it without you guys. seriously, i think i woulda done something extra dumb if yall weren't there to tell me how stupid i was ......thankyou...................................... *NeStOr* .......i love you SOO much weeble. you've been there for me through everything imaginable, just a like a little brother. im so sorry that i've let you down so much. you've made me the proudest "big sister" in the world. im so happy and lucky to have you in my life. if it weren't for you, i'd either be dead or seriously screwed up. you know the things you've done for me and even though you don't think i listen to what you tell me....i do..........i love you so much, don't ever leave my life. <3 PS....I SQUATTED 100LBS IN SOFTBALL TODAY!!!!!
The Day He Broke My Heart
October 7 started out as any other morning. This day was special though. It was mine and my boyfriend, Mike’s eight month anniversary. What I didn’t know was that he was going to tell me something that would put a hole in my heart.
I woke up that morning looking forward to the day ahead of me. I took a shower and my mom dropped me off at Mike’s house where I had to go to catch the bus. We laid in bed for a while. We finally got up and caught the bus.
The bus ride was the same as every morning. Mike sat with his friends and I sat with mine. We got to school and went separate ways to our separate classes. Lunch was one of the best lunches I’ve ever had. We sat together, talked, and laughed. Neither of us wanted to go when the bell rang, but we had to go off to our separate classes again. My classes went by extra fast and the end of the day finally came. We went to his house where my mom would later pick me up. We watched baseball and made plans for the night ahead of us. When my mom picked me up I left Mike with a warm hug and a soft kiss, thinking nothing could go wrong.
At home I did the usual, homework and cleaning up my room. My phone rang and of course it was Mike. I had figured he was calling to tell me when he was coming up, but that isn’t what he said. He said something that made my heart just drop to the floor. "I think we should take a break Ash." he said "I need some time to myself." Tears started rushing down my cheeks and I
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couldn’t make them stop. I tried telling him he was just confused and everything would be ok, but he wouldn’t hear it. He had his heart set.
I couldn’t believe what Mike had just done to me. He left me. The one person I never thought I would lose was gone and I couldn’t do anything to change his mind. I felt as if my heart had been torn out and Mike was jumping up and down on it, pointing and laughing. I laid in bed all night crying to myself wondering what I had done wrong. What had I done to make him not want me anymore. Although it was a very hard time for me, I now realize that life will go on, with or without Mike. There are so many other guys out there, and eventually I’ll find the one that is just right for me. It will just take time. I still love Mike with every single part of my heart. I wake up every morning telling myself "Today will be great Ash, you might find someone else, Mike doesn’t deserve you." My friends have told me this over and over again and it’s finally sinking in.