School and Life and Such
I feel very blah right now. Sometimes things are great. Sometimes things suck. But I guess that's life. I can't wait until I feel comfortable. Like that feeling when you're just hanging out with your best friends and laughing and even the problems you're discussing don't feel like big deals. I miss that. I want my Coco. A lot. I want to make new friends. Not just I-need-friends friends. Friends that would be friends even if you didn't need a friend friends. I also miss Poo. I haven't talked to her in so long.
Thank God for St. Thomas Aquinas. It's really been getting me through. I should be there now with the way I'm feeling. I've been going to mass most days and it really helps. I'm meeting the staff and yesterday two of the regular daily guys came over and just said hi after mass. It was so nice. The smallest gesture, but meant so much. Never underestimate the power of a smile. Or a hug. I want one of those.
Scott invited me to breakfast at 8am the other day. I didn't have class until 1pm, so I had to get up, but it was so nice to feel included.
I'm going to the MT meeting now. I'm not particularly excited. Maybe because it reminds me... I'm struggling with that. I don't know why exactly but the convo actually upset me more than comforting me. And it will just be really difficult to be on a team without everyone.
I don't know if I'll do the club team for Ultimate or not. But again, it's nice to have something to do and people to do it with. They're really friendly, but a bit intense.
Thank God for St. Thomas Aquinas. It's really been getting me through. I should be there now with the way I'm feeling. I've been going to mass most days and it really helps. I'm meeting the staff and yesterday two of the regular daily guys came over and just said hi after mass. It was so nice. The smallest gesture, but meant so much. Never underestimate the power of a smile. Or a hug. I want one of those.
Scott invited me to breakfast at 8am the other day. I didn't have class until 1pm, so I had to get up, but it was so nice to feel included.
I'm going to the MT meeting now. I'm not particularly excited. Maybe because it reminds me... I'm struggling with that. I don't know why exactly but the convo actually upset me more than comforting me. And it will just be really difficult to be on a team without everyone.
I don't know if I'll do the club team for Ultimate or not. But again, it's nice to have something to do and people to do it with. They're really friendly, but a bit intense.