May 27, 2006 23:08
Tonight was the last party. Not actually, but of the MT crew. Meaning that I won't see Jim and Gordy for a month. I just went six days without seeing them, and that was the longest it's been since January. Tomorrow I'll say goodbye to the team. Not that it's really good bye, we'll still see each other and hang out, but individually, not collectively. It's upsetting. It hasn't sank in yet that I'm graduating. But it will.
Another thought...I know something about someone that I'm not supposed to. I heard it from someone else who's not supposed to know. I can't tell, because it would be waaay too harmful. But it's really making me mad and putting me in a position I don't want to be in. I wish I could help, but there's really nothing I can do but wait and hope that the people involved make the right decision, whichever one it is. I wouldn't want to impact it. It could get messy. But it's too late for it to make a difference to me for that reason anyway.