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[nopremonition]

so, sometimes you feel like taking a step back
i guess i am still a fish that is learning to swim
it's so hot here. there is semi cool air coming from the vent, but i don't think it's doing any good. it's the sunday before reading week, i think in fifteen minutes i will stop and berate myself
for not having withheld for longer
for giving up too easily
and i hope that it wont bleed into tomorrow
but it was just so easy, just deciding
i think i would dislike having me as a friend, i honestly just use people