Burried Deep
It's funny how a dream can envoke every feeling you've burried to move on. Felt so real and followed the most accurate depiction of my life that I have ever imagined. I woke up believing it happened and then realized it's impossibility. I yelled at her, fought with her about everything to date. About how things aren't okay and we can't just pick up where we left off like every time and that I won't just sit there and take her shit and let her take me for granted. I felt so lost when I woke; heartbroken and sore. God I love her and don't know why and want in any way possible to know why or to have the ability to rip her from me... I just want to be free.