dammit i still cant post.
anonymous
August 23 2005, 02:13:36 UTC
First of all Thank You. Your respect means alot even said after all this time. You feel the same about repsect as I do. Nuf said.
I've said it to you and I've said it to paul on similar and separate occasions, no one ever will undertsand you guys and no it isnt anyones buisness to get it. you dont even get it. somethings in life dont make sense. we trip over nothing and wonder how but later learn that it was so we could find our way up. Everything happens for a reason, every thing and everyone comes into our lives because we need them or vice versa. You and Paul have had that need for a long time, but your both close to adulthood so maybe you both are indeed learning to stand on your own two feet(or four) and thats good. separation, as much as it hurts helps you grow. I've seen the ways that you two have helped eachother over the past 3...4 years and it is truly amazing to see the growth and the love that has stemmed. Just observations. You know how much I love you no matter how much time and space is between us and that even if its 4 am on a school night, I am here for you to cry at/with. As much as I dont understand, there are the tiny ways that I do. heinz sight is 20/20 but in the moment we are almost blind. Dont count on the past to make you feel regret. Use it to help you forge a tomorrow that is less on the regret and more on the joy of each passing day. Remember the good in all things.
I've said it to you and I've said it to paul on similar and separate occasions, no one ever will undertsand you guys and no it isnt anyones buisness to get it. you dont even get it.
somethings in life dont make sense. we trip over nothing and wonder how but later learn that it was so we could find our way up.
Everything happens for a reason, every thing and everyone comes into our lives because we need them or vice versa. You and Paul have had that need for a long time, but your both close to adulthood so maybe you both are indeed learning to stand on your own two feet(or four) and thats good. separation, as much as it hurts helps you grow. I've seen the ways that you two have helped eachother over the past 3...4 years and it is truly amazing to see the growth and the love that has stemmed.
Just observations. You know how much I love you no matter how much time and space is between us and that even if its 4 am on a school night, I am here for you to cry at/with. As much as I dont understand, there are the tiny ways that I do.
heinz sight is 20/20 but in the moment we are almost blind. Dont count on the past to make you feel regret. Use it to help you forge a tomorrow that is less on the regret and more on the joy of each passing day. Remember the good in all things.
I love you. S&F forever.
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