Feb 03, 2005 21:49
Oh and I thought I had drama....freshman theater majors..got to love them. You should defintely catch up with Daniel's lj (the freshman who won critics choice for set design)
Theres been lots of other drama in our pool of friends, and its nice for once to sit back and watch it not revolve around me.
Oh and let me just clear this up now; I AM NOT A LESBIAN
Shall I recap the story?
So Mark was upset and angry because I dropped our duet, and so he decided to spread a rumor that I'm a lesbian..I think to like Valarie first..and it floated around. I didn't really care much because people will be set in their ways of thinking no matter what you say. I thought I cleared up the issue, but I guess its still going around.
And I never really gave a response to what I thought about the whole thing, and since its this time of the year to bash Mark..I guess I'll have a go at it.
Mark,
You've come to a point in your life, when maybe you've realized that your actions hurt people. I guess hurting me wasn't enough for you, so you had to hurt Stephanie. I forgave you because, I have learned that its not worth it to hold a grudge. You made a mistake, it happens. Our friendship will never be the same but maybe it can reach different heights and changes. We were once best friends, and I've known you for a long time. I've seen you at your weakest moments and vice versa. If you haven't caught on, I can see right through you. I'm sure a lot of people who know you, can see right through you too. Whatever your looking for..acceptance from the Seniors..your defintely getting it. But is it worth it to bash your "other" friends to look better in someone else's eyes? Where is this going to get you? I don't think Chandon likes you any better because you told her that Steph called her a fat bitch. I don't think Val trusts you more because you told her that I was a lesbian. And I def don't think Corey thinks any more highly of you because you get off by making other people feel like shit. This "shit talking" problem goes a lot deeper than a cheap thrill. Mark, you need to understand something. Your a great person just the way you are. You don't have to pretend to be this asshole who doesn't give two shits about anything. I'm sure you remember having this convo with me a few times in the past years about caring and being a good friend. You are a great friend, your funny, your nice and I know deep down..you do CARE..you care a lot. You can't go back and change the past, but you can do something about now, tomorrow and next week.
So things are looking pretty good
*Props is coming a long nicely
*My mom got a job
*I should get my car back in 2 weeks
*I got a 100 of my math quiz (how weird)