been bit quiet
exscuse the wangstyness of this post but alot's happened recently.
I will post up a proper expo roundup when i'm in the mood.
So first after a stupid thing at the beggining of my holiday in Isreal i'm rather down but the next day i'm due to go up north and explore the country so I figure it can help me forget, WRONG!
fucking stupid car crash happens.
me, little sister, grandma and stepgrandfather in car, starts raining heavily so we take it slower and more carefully and some stupid twat comes out of nowhere and crashes straight into us so basically it's a hell of a head on collision.
grandma and step grandad are unconcious and i'm in pain, little sister is distressed so we try and get help but I don't understand hebrew or arabic so there's a huge language gap at the worst time, luckily there's a couple of soldiers off duty but in uniform and alot of people stop and help us.
grandparents are taken in air ambulance and me and my sister are taken by regular ambulance shortly after.
get to hospital and have various tests and still don't feel good.
i had some blood tests, an x ray test and then once back to wheelchair was sick and vision had a yellow hue and people were white outlines for a couple of minutes as well as mother of all headaches.
I then had to drink this bottle of water with iodine in so it tasted horrible but how else can they do proper scan?
then it's time for CT, still in pain.
taken to intensive care and relatives come over and see how i'm doing.
go to sleep.
wake up next day, and after an hour social worker comes and tells me stepgrandfather has passed away.
I'm silent for the rest of the day and don't speak out of shock until i see my father who'd just come in later during the day.
friday and saturday is just taking it easy, hooked up to an IV which has a machine on it that constantly beeps to monitor drips per minute driving me practically insane.
next 2 days are just taking easy, more tests, and laying in bed since not allowed out.
it's been really tough, with limited credit I could only afford to call one or two people and being in a hospital where no one really speaks your language properly apart from your little sister is not much comfort so it was rather lonely and disheartening.
it did however give me alot of time to think about all the things which have happened recently and i'm alive so i should come out abit more positive considering how lucky i was (both cars were completely totalled at the front so i'm lucky they didn't explode ).
I just came on to check emails etc so i should be on later in the evening since i can sleep when i want basically.
note it's a time difference of 2 hours ahead of england but i'll probably be on at 10pm here latest.
if you want to know anything or whatever leave a comment or email or pm me if your sweatdrop folk.
I will post up a proper expo roundup when i'm in the mood.
So first after a stupid thing at the beggining of my holiday in Isreal i'm rather down but the next day i'm due to go up north and explore the country so I figure it can help me forget, WRONG!
fucking stupid car crash happens.
me, little sister, grandma and stepgrandfather in car, starts raining heavily so we take it slower and more carefully and some stupid twat comes out of nowhere and crashes straight into us so basically it's a hell of a head on collision.
grandma and step grandad are unconcious and i'm in pain, little sister is distressed so we try and get help but I don't understand hebrew or arabic so there's a huge language gap at the worst time, luckily there's a couple of soldiers off duty but in uniform and alot of people stop and help us.
grandparents are taken in air ambulance and me and my sister are taken by regular ambulance shortly after.
get to hospital and have various tests and still don't feel good.
i had some blood tests, an x ray test and then once back to wheelchair was sick and vision had a yellow hue and people were white outlines for a couple of minutes as well as mother of all headaches.
I then had to drink this bottle of water with iodine in so it tasted horrible but how else can they do proper scan?
then it's time for CT, still in pain.
taken to intensive care and relatives come over and see how i'm doing.
go to sleep.
wake up next day, and after an hour social worker comes and tells me stepgrandfather has passed away.
I'm silent for the rest of the day and don't speak out of shock until i see my father who'd just come in later during the day.
friday and saturday is just taking it easy, hooked up to an IV which has a machine on it that constantly beeps to monitor drips per minute driving me practically insane.
next 2 days are just taking easy, more tests, and laying in bed since not allowed out.
it's been really tough, with limited credit I could only afford to call one or two people and being in a hospital where no one really speaks your language properly apart from your little sister is not much comfort so it was rather lonely and disheartening.
it did however give me alot of time to think about all the things which have happened recently and i'm alive so i should come out abit more positive considering how lucky i was (both cars were completely totalled at the front so i'm lucky they didn't explode ).
I just came on to check emails etc so i should be on later in the evening since i can sleep when i want basically.
note it's a time difference of 2 hours ahead of england but i'll probably be on at 10pm here latest.
if you want to know anything or whatever leave a comment or email or pm me if your sweatdrop folk.