a release and an apology
As Sonia was kind enough to point out in my last entry, I need to STFU and grow the fuck up basically.
As much as being told it like that annoyed me, i'd rather have the blunt truth then having it watered down.
A little more anger won't hurt, and it'll pass obviously so whatever I needed that.
So i'm sorry for making a bunch of bitchy whiney ass LJ posts recently, should pass.
it helps that I can finally drum again.
oh sweet adrenaline rush I longed for.
For me, drums is above EVERYTHING in terms of time spent and devotion and skill etc.
so today I thrashed the shit out of my lonely little drum kit and burned much anger and depression.
it calms energetic people like me down alot.
means I can concentrate on other stuff.
As much as being told it like that annoyed me, i'd rather have the blunt truth then having it watered down.
A little more anger won't hurt, and it'll pass obviously so whatever I needed that.
So i'm sorry for making a bunch of bitchy whiney ass LJ posts recently, should pass.
it helps that I can finally drum again.
oh sweet adrenaline rush I longed for.
For me, drums is above EVERYTHING in terms of time spent and devotion and skill etc.
so today I thrashed the shit out of my lonely little drum kit and burned much anger and depression.
it calms energetic people like me down alot.
means I can concentrate on other stuff.