Dec 02, 2004 22:32
how come everytime i try to go Christmas shopping, i end up buying crap for myself?
errrr. i absolutely hate impulse buys even though i am known to make way too many. i really regret spending all of my tip money.... but DAMMIT this DS is fucking brilliant! i shouldn't have, but i did.
as much as i'd never want to admit it, i'm enjoying my time with a certain someone... it's hard trying to keep everything hush hush... i know that it isn't anything serious... it's just that we're really comfortable with each other... but then i know she'd be crushed if she found out about us... i'm making lame excuses and should end it right now... i can't do that, especially at this time of year... he makes me smile... in the long run, i'm the one that's going to get hurt... i want more.
i feel like my head's going to explode. not that one u pervert!