Nov 23, 2004 21:07
wow, it's been quite a while since i've been able to update this thingy.
a couple of weeks ago, i tried to donate some blood at a Red Cross in passadena. that ended up in shit because they wouldn't stick me because i stuck it in another man. hmm... anywho, i tired, was deferred, but no hard feelings, i mean, it's only procedure.
i'm enjoying my time at the creamery, but i'm secretly wishing that something better comes along. i'm missing the resort and am hoping to come back in the very near future.
it's weird how you can know someone for years and years and years and just all of a sudden start feeling, i don't know, feelings for that person. it's even funnier that being under the influence of, let's say weed, can induce these said feelings... and even muster you enough strength to act on these feelings. i think it's hilarious that that person would let me act on impulse... damn, i'm a whore. a satisfied whore mind u, but a whore nonetheless.
i'm afraid that i can no longer be just a "booty-call". i need to get into a healthy relationship and stop sneaking around behind her back. i know that probably sounds really hot, but that's not right. why do i always have to go for the ones that are already taken?
errr. that's enough for now.
~bo