Oct 01, 2010 13:23
If anyone ever tells you "you can't"...
Tell them not only CAN you do it, but they can too.
I feel like... I finally feel like I'm meant for more. For something big. And that I'm going to do it.
I finally believe in myself and that is so fucking fantastic.
I always felt pressure. Always felt pressure growing up. And it wasn't just from my family or teachers or any of that. It was internal pressure. I wasn't raised or equipped with motivation. And I was spoiled. Chores? Hah. I've only been a go-getter with shit that came easy to me. Every drop of responsibility I have, I have virtually had to learn on my very own and I still have a full circle to walk, in my opinion.
Now I feel like I know why. I feel like I know why that pressure was on me and why almost each day I can feel a bit of it lift off of me. I need a voice. And I want to be a voice. And I want to change this place. I want to join an army of people who rise up and will get their foot broken having it slammed in the door, but they will push through and they will hobble to the podium and they will speak for what is plain, just, and right.
And I get to be an artist all the way there. I want to start my journey. I cannot wait to start my journey!!!