Thoughts inside my very active brain..

[nonpriveledge]

        Sometimes, you can't help but wonder, if the things you go through are still the same, the people you hang out with, the times you spend with people. From time to time, I've been wondering is this all there is to it? Will it just be this?

You think of the past, on how things were a lot better, there were lots of laughter and shallow moments. Now you do the same things, hang-out at the same places. Sometimes, with all these repetition of the same things, you suddenly feel like its not your place. You don't belong. You think to yourself, maybe its time to let go, its time to move-on. The thing is, you can't just let go of the things that already happened whether you say it was the past. You still have memories of those "wonderful" times, and can't let go.

Now with all this being said, what else is there to do? you can't leave ( although you know no one would really miss you, and that its not really as homie as before ) Now you wonder, do I really need to think about this? do you really feel like there's no hope for hapiness with whats happening around you..

Finally, you let it go, and the cycle repeats itself.