stars and fire
Tonight I am at Jenny's house with Megan Allen. We sat on the roof and lit candles and played cards. It was comforting. Just the air and the moon and the sky. I felt like I should do something crazy or yell something to the night sky so someone would hear. I had this intense craving to just stand on the edge of the roof and spread my arms out wide and dissolve into the night. And be swept away with the wind. But I didn't. Why? Why you ask? A)because I am a wimp and it took forever to get me off of the roof afterwards B)Because I didn't really know what I wanted to yell into the night (well maybe I did. But we were trying to be quiet, and whatever it was, I would probably end up posting it here which would mean that you might stumble upon it which I would not desire to happen) C)Dissolving into the night and being swept away by the wind is (sob)unfortunatly physically immpossible. Oh well. Megan told the future of my love life through cards. We talked and dreamt and wished and ate cookies. Eventually fought off a few unfriendly demons. (We didn't end up needing your assistance Bryan) And then went to bed. Or they did. I'm online. Ahhh the mesmerising sound of Jenny's keyboard is sooo addicting. I think I'll get a dell just so I can hear this sound more ofton. That and Dells happen to come with the oh so addicting card game "spider solitaire" which is (if you can beleive it)BETTER than Solitaire, Free Cell, and Hearts COMBINED!!! Dude, I'm getting Dell. I have based this decision off of two VERY important traits. The first being satisfactory keyboard noises. The second being card playage. Ah, 3:16Am. ITs three sixteen am. ah love. ah life. ah candles. ah moon. ah to getting me off of the roof. and one final ah to those who have not yet felt the meaning of "up on the roof"