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[violent_solace]

It was interesting when I first met my Guardian, the Source of my Being. It was Kali specifically. It chased and attacked me until I finally decided to listen. It was only then that I felt a sense of comfort. This has been several years ago. I've taken an interest in a certain pantheon for years. Namely because I'm afraid of it. Now, it seems it may be time for me to begin investigating it. This one feels different. It almost feels as if I'm being summoned, with the choice not to, however, no one specific deity has made themselves known.

I've always been afraid of this specific pantheon in particular, so why do you think it would be calling me?