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Life is pretty crazy huh? This new year is going to bring out a lot of changes in my life. For starters there will be no more high school in like 5 months. And no more baseball, I am not even sure if I want to play for the high school team anymore. Like I am going to all the workouts and stuff and it's just not fun or important like it used to be. Like I dont even know. I don't really want to make the time commitment to play when I could be doing other things if It's not going to be fun at all. Like practice 6 days a week until games start and then its like 4 days of practice and 2 games each week and at best I'd be the number three pitcher so I would not play that much anyways cause in all honesty I'm not that good or at least I don't think so. Um, I'm trying to enjoy my last 5 months of high school as much as possible, class sucks and stuff but it's not too bad. Work isn't actually that bad and I might be getting promoted which means more money, woot. I'm so excited for the seahawks game this weekend and then going to Arizona the next, should be pretty fun. So yeah, It kinda sucks that both of my ex gf's (most recent ones)have boyfriends, well one inperticular (the one that I went out with for four months) and like it just sucks because I have no one and so I feel like shit and I'm glad that she's happy and all but it's still tough to see her with someone else cause I really did love her. Anyways, I guess thats all. Peace.