Looking back at what happened, I am thankful that my... Shadow was recognized as an anomaly and ignored. Such a thing could not have truly been a reflection of myself, for it spoke nonsense and little else, and showed nothing of who I am. No, they were quite right to leave me be. After all, what would a false Shadow have done to protect itself? It' ( Read more... )

...already? I still don't look feel any older. And I still don't think it counts.

At least Michael seems to have kept his mouth shut this year. Small mercies.

What am I doing? I don't have time for this. Security checks are meant to start at 0600.

[ooc: strikes deleted.]

An apology? What's the point in apologizing for saying what you think? Because that's all it was. It just made him rude and tactless. It didn't turn him into a liar. That's what he really thinks.

...he blames me. And he's right. It's my fault. It's all my fault. He nearly died because of me.

I am unfit. I don't know anything. I'm stupid, and weak ( Read more... )

It's hard to believe that it's almost December once again. So much has happened, and yet at the same time, it seems to have passed so quickly. In fact, exactly a month remains until... Well.

It seems like I'm going soft. I should have told Mileina not to decorate the place, that it was a violation of the protocols that restrict obstructions, but ( Read more... )

My initial suspicions were incorrect. They are aging ( Read more... )

( Cut for thoughtspam, not cut ICly. )

...for once, I seem to have managed to make a secure connection. Excellent.

I believe it's time to "make friends and influence people". They've accepted Phase One with minimal disbelief, and apart from a couple of mishaps (thank you, Lockon Stratos), virtually nobody knows.

People will do anything for a sweet girl with a smile on her face. ( Read more... )

( Transcribe voice post. )

57 minutes. In the last 24 hours, I have been awake for only 57 minutes. Something is wrong, and it is getting worse.

...I try and spend most of my time awake with her, but seeing her like that only exacerbates whatever is wrong with me. Additionally, she needs so much rest at the moment that we are virtually never awake at the same time ( Read more... )

...well, that was certainly embarassing.

((OOC: All posts previous to this one are now private. The journal appears to have been deleted. Future posts will be locked to friends - if you're not sure, just ask. If Tieria speaks to you un-anon from now on, assume you can see his posts unless stated otherwise.))