On Happiness, Confusion and Housing
As an update of the last journal since then me and Joel (the guy I was talking about) have met up a few more times outside of class. And we talk and I love listening to him talk. After we went to dinner we went back and cuddled for a couple of hours and talked some more. Then last weekend we met up and cuddled some more and I ended up sleeping over at his place cause it was really late when we met up (I had just seen HP7 pt1 with my roomies). We cuddled he kissed me (which makes it my first kiss) and it was amazing and then more cuddling, a little more than cuddling but nothing really really happened. But I did see him naked...He kind of decided to give me a little show before going to get a shower. I feel like I should mention that he gives amazing back massages and used to be a semi-professional masseur. But now I don't know, I'm so confused. He's a really busy guy so I haven't seen him much besides in class and in the student center. Like today I ran into him after I got some food and I sat down and talked to him but he was busy and it kind of made the convo awkward. I'm kind of hoping that after (maybe during) spring break when things aren't so stressful we can talk, cuddle, and who know what and figure exactly where this is going. It seems like everything is happening so fast and just so slow at the same time. Especially cause he's a senior an most likely graduating after this semester. *sigh* Every time I do get to talk to him it makes my whole day better.
Oh and I kind of got my housing assignment (not official official but likely) and I'm gonna be rooming with a bunch of art majors. My only concern really about this is that apparently a lot of the art majors, so of which are currently living on said floor, are druggies. And I have a big stance against drugs so we'll see how this goes. Hopefully being in an artist community with help with my own art. And the girl that is suppose to be my roommate is the president of the group and seems to be really awesome :D
Oh and I kind of got my housing assignment (not official official but likely) and I'm gonna be rooming with a bunch of art majors. My only concern really about this is that apparently a lot of the art majors, so of which are currently living on said floor, are druggies. And I have a big stance against drugs so we'll see how this goes. Hopefully being in an artist community with help with my own art. And the girl that is suppose to be my roommate is the president of the group and seems to be really awesome :D