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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think i need to get out of here for a while. I might walk down to Whitaker for awhile. I don't know why i went there after my dad told me. (that he has cancer) Well...maybe b/c i hadn't been there in a long time. And when i was there (for school) i had no idea about being (somewhat) depressed, broken hearted, lied to , backstabbed and that all that would happen to me @ all..(get the picture?) NE ways i just sat there in the patio and cried. DAMNIT i didn't want to (i hate crying...don't ask) sit there and cry like an idiot...but i did. i was gone for over an hour. no body knew where i was.
hmmmmmmmm...i wish i could be in Austin right NOW. i hope i can wait untill May. I need Deanna right now, she's the most brilliant best friend ever. I need somebody else right now, but i think i have a better chance of seeing Deanna than that somebody else.
Anyone out there ever meet someone...and you feel like if u needed to they would listen to you? and you could trust them? Well...that's the someone else i was talking about^. But it's kinda hopeless...(that person and me, i mean) Damn. Maybe in the future...when i'm not such a mental/emotion wreck...yeah the future sounds like a good time for us.
SABRINA GOT PUPPIES!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she's very happy. i'm happy for her.
hmmmmmmmm...i wish i could be in Austin right NOW. i hope i can wait untill May. I need Deanna right now, she's the most brilliant best friend ever. I need somebody else right now, but i think i have a better chance of seeing Deanna than that somebody else.
Anyone out there ever meet someone...and you feel like if u needed to they would listen to you? and you could trust them? Well...that's the someone else i was talking about^. But it's kinda hopeless...(that person and me, i mean) Damn. Maybe in the future...when i'm not such a mental/emotion wreck...yeah the future sounds like a good time for us.
SABRINA GOT PUPPIES!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she's very happy. i'm happy for her.