my grandmother died this morning. my world is not mine anymore. it hasn't been for a while...

strangely...something good kinda actually happened before i got home...

well...this whole lj thing is kinda getting boring. i don't know when i'll update next.

aloha

thank god. i'm not really sure what i'm thankful for @ the moment... but i just thought i better say it ( Read more... )

i really don't know what to say right now... words kinda seem useless now.

whenever something serious/momentous happens to me...words...to speak them...it's just the wrong thing to do.

and yet...no one is here to see or feel my actions...

yeah... 99% sure my grandma has pancreatic cancer. still not sure exactly what that kind is. she might have to come live w/ us. like my grandfather. why does history repeat itself sometimes? it's repeated 3 times already. wait no...4 ( Read more... )

my mom just left. my grandma (who i haven't seen in...5 years)was admitted into the emergency room. my alcoholic uncle sent her in the ambulence alone. my father was here and he went to my grandma's house on edgemere. i'm calling every one and getting calls back ( Read more... )

we didn't advance...but thats allright.

sabrina got all-star cast and...the ensemble got honorable mention for all-star cast. (how cool is that?!?)

plus! we won the rocket man (thanks 2: ruth, arthur and jenn <3)

applawgdia (haha) to everybody!

sleepy. thank goodness the time is going to change tonight. i hate it when the sun goes down earlier. i ( Read more... )

WE ADVANCED!!!!!!!!

THE WINGS CAST IS...

A-MAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!

a lot of stuff happened last night...i don't know if i want to write it...we'll see

we got back to irvin @ 11:45! i got about 3 hours of sleep. how i functioned today i have no idea.

WHOEVER CAN COME ON FRIDAY BE THERE @ 8:00 PM, EL PASO HIGH

CONGRATS: SABRINA, ARTHUR, JENNIFER, SPENCER ( Read more... )

tomorrow is contest. i'm glad b/c i want this play to end. i do enjoy it, and everyone in it but hansen can go jump off a cliff ( Read more... )

if i could have sunlight in the palm of your hand...i'd take the moonlight instead.

that seems like a good description of love...@least to me