FANMIX: Harry Potter: Remus Lupin/Sirius Black: Azkaban-Era: "No More Good Guys"
You might ask yourselves, "why is Clarissa posting so much inconsequential nonsense lately?" Well the answer to that one is very simple my friends - because Werewolves and Wizards do tend to shag all of the time, and this glorious phenomena must be documented for posterity's sake.
Also, i'm moving to London in two and a half weeks to start Masters at the glorious King's College... and I can safely say from undergrad experience, nobody gives a damn about what I have to say when it comes to the first few weeks of the Semester as all I talk about is myself and my own happenings and my own hugely infalted ego and University and Cap & Gown nonsense. All that jazz. So i'm getting the requisite amount of Pornings out now prior to all the "SRS BIZNESS" of the coming months... good plan. Also because i'm raging against the storm of denial about going back into the real world of academia yet again and the whole upcoming Massive Postgraduate Workload nonsense. If only I could be more like Remus J. Lupin. But you know... without the whole lycanthropic illness and tragic ill-fated love thing. If anyone needs me, i'll be over at Shoebox, soaking myself in a vat of denial, procrastination, and homoerotic schoolboy angst.
Coming in the next week...
Although like the below it was made a good month ago, i've managed to be firm with myself and stagger the postings by one a week or thereabouts.
The last Mix in the Series, and the only one that gives me even the vaguest shred of happiness - IT'S LIE LOW AT LUPIN'S TIME, BB!
Previous Remus/Sirius Mixes:
-Post-Veil, Post OotP: 'I WILL FOLLOW YOU INTO THE DARK.'
-Marauder's Era up until the First War: 'YOU'RE MY ONLY HOME: YOUNG LOVE & THE RUINATION.'
{no more good guys.
a remus lupin/sirius black first war/azkaban-era betayal mix.}
Sirius had betrayad him. Sirius had betrayed them all. 'Mad, Bad & Dangerous To Know' Sirius Black actually was mad, bad and dangerous to know. It had been too dangerous knowing him. Dangerous all over.
This wasn't how it was supposed to be; he, Remus J. Lupin, was the last Marauder left standing, and it felt awfully like they'd lost the War already. Their little Band of Brothers battered, bruised and broken.
Turned out his former best friend/lover/boyfriend was a psychotic evil treacherous Muggle & Potter murdering bastard. Remus hoped he might escape and come home and be Sirius again would rot in Azkaban until the end of time. Remus also hoped that there was some sort of magical switch inside of himself (directly linked to his ability to love or not love Sirius Black) that he could flip at will. He'd actually always wished this, but never more so than now. Remus wanted a lot of things in life. 'I want' never gets.
Front Cover.
Back Cover.
01. We're No Here - Mogwai.
Instrumental.
02. The Beginning is the End is the Beginning - Smashing Pumpkins.
Delivered from the blast -
The last of a line of lasts,
The pale prince of a palace cracked.
And now the kingdom comes,
Crashing down undone,
And I am a master of a nothing place.
Of recoil and grace.
03. Showbiz - Muse.
Controlling my feelings for too long,
Controlling my feelings for too long,
Forcing our darkest souls to unfold,
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold.
Pushing us into self destruction.
Pushing us into self destruction.
And they make me
Make me dream your dreams.
And they make me
Make me scream your screams.
04. I Thought You Were My Boyfriend - The Magnetic Fields.
You told me you loved me,
I know where and when,
Come sunrise, surprise surprise, the joke's on me again.
I know you don't love me,
You know I don't care.
Keep it hidden better.
Did I say the world is fair?
I thought I was just the guy for you and it would never end.
I thought we were supposed to be like glue,
I thought you were my boyfriend.
I thought you were my boyfriend.
05. Troy - Sinead O’Connor.
Do you want me?
Should I leave?
I know you're always telling me
That you love me
Just sometimes I wonder
If I should believe.
Oh, I love you.
God, I love you.
I'd kill a dragon for you.
I'll die,
But I will rise,
And I will return,
The Phoenix from the flame.
I have learned
I will rise,
And you'll see me return.
Being what I am,
There is no other Troy
For me to burn.
And you should've left the light on,
You should've left the light on.
Then I wouldn't have tried
And you'd never have known.
And I wouldn't have pulled you tighter,
No I wouldn't have pulled you close.
I wouldn't have screamed -
No I can't let you go
And the door wasn't closed.
No I wouldn't have pulled you to me,
No I wouldn't have kissed your face,
You wouldn't have begged me to hold you
If we hadn't been there in the first place.
Ah but I know you wanted me to be there oh oh.
Every look that you threw told me so.
But you should've left the light on,
You should've left the light on.
And the flames burned away,
But you're still spitting fire,
Make no difference what you say,
You're still a liar.
06. Human - Goldfrapp.
Throw me down like an old rag,
I'm not standing, don't look back.
Are you human, or a dog?
Are you human
Or d'you make it up.
Are you human, or a dog?
Are you human
Or d'you make it up?
07. No More Good Guys - Skindive.
I died today,
But I'm still breathing,
Bleeding,
For now,
I'm broken.
You left me here,
Capsized and sinking,
Thinking, right now,
There's no more good guys.
You left me standing here,
Alone and colder,
I hope that some day soon,
The pain inside will stop.
08. It's Over - Big Runga.
I cried and cried and cried again,
I swore you were the one.
But baby now it's over,
And nothing can be done.
And nothing can be done.
09. Almost Lovers - A Fine Frenzy.
Goodbye, my almost lover,
Goodbye, my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance,
My back is turned on you.
Should've known you'd bring me heartache,
Almost lovers always do.
10. Captured - Bic Runga.
I want you, when you are close to me.
I want you never to be far.
I know you have laid a trap for me,
Yes, I know you, but not as who you are.
Black on the ground, I am still as a stone.
Whatever changed my love to despair?
Light through the clouds trapped the scent of a soul.
In a moment, my love, I am captured, captured.
11. Nothing But You - Kim Ferron.
I think I'll go for a walk,
Maybe out in the rain.
Maybe let the tears roll down my face
And not feel the pain.
Maybe think about something,
Maybe think about you...
Yeah you can't hurt me now.
You know you can't hurt me now.
You can't hold me down...
And i've got plenty of time,
Time to figure it out,
Time to think about you and me
Whatever that was all about.
Got nothing to prove,
Got nothing to say,
No i'm guessing I never thought you
Were good for me anyway.
12. Nothing Compares 2 U - Stereophonics. (Radio One Live Lounge)
It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away.
I go out every night and sleep all day,
Since you took your love away.
Since you've been gone I can do whatever I want,
I can see whomever I choose.
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant,
But nothing, I said nothing can take away these blues.
`Cause nothing compares.
Nothing compares to you.
It's been so lonely without you here,
Like a bird without a song.
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling,
Tell me baby where did I go wrong?
13. Betrayal & Desolation - London Symphony Orchestra
Instrumental.
'NO MORE GOOD GUYS' -
13 TRACKS & COVERS ZIPPED HERE.
Please do comment and let me know your thoughts and angstings! If you'd like anything uploaded seperately, just ask.
Also, i'm moving to London in two and a half weeks to start Masters at the glorious King's College... and I can safely say from undergrad experience, nobody gives a damn about what I have to say when it comes to the first few weeks of the Semester as all I talk about is myself and my own happenings and my own hugely infalted ego and University and Cap & Gown nonsense. All that jazz. So i'm getting the requisite amount of Pornings out now prior to all the "SRS BIZNESS" of the coming months... good plan. Also because i'm raging against the storm of denial about going back into the real world of academia yet again and the whole upcoming Massive Postgraduate Workload nonsense. If only I could be more like Remus J. Lupin. But you know... without the whole lycanthropic illness and tragic ill-fated love thing. If anyone needs me, i'll be over at Shoebox, soaking myself in a vat of denial, procrastination, and homoerotic schoolboy angst.
Coming in the next week...
Although like the below it was made a good month ago, i've managed to be firm with myself and stagger the postings by one a week or thereabouts.
The last Mix in the Series, and the only one that gives me even the vaguest shred of happiness - IT'S LIE LOW AT LUPIN'S TIME, BB!
Previous Remus/Sirius Mixes:
-Post-Veil, Post OotP: 'I WILL FOLLOW YOU INTO THE DARK.'
-Marauder's Era up until the First War: 'YOU'RE MY ONLY HOME: YOUNG LOVE & THE RUINATION.'
{no more good guys.
a remus lupin/sirius black first war/azkaban-era betayal mix.}
Sirius had betrayad him. Sirius had betrayed them all. 'Mad, Bad & Dangerous To Know' Sirius Black actually was mad, bad and dangerous to know. It had been too dangerous knowing him. Dangerous all over.
This wasn't how it was supposed to be; he, Remus J. Lupin, was the last Marauder left standing, and it felt awfully like they'd lost the War already. Their little Band of Brothers battered, bruised and broken.
Turned out his former best friend/lover/boyfriend was a psychotic evil treacherous Muggle & Potter murdering bastard. Remus hoped he might escape and come home and be Sirius again would rot in Azkaban until the end of time. Remus also hoped that there was some sort of magical switch inside of himself (directly linked to his ability to love or not love Sirius Black) that he could flip at will. He'd actually always wished this, but never more so than now. Remus wanted a lot of things in life. 'I want' never gets.
Front Cover.
Back Cover.
01. We're No Here - Mogwai.
Instrumental.
02. The Beginning is the End is the Beginning - Smashing Pumpkins.
Delivered from the blast -
The last of a line of lasts,
The pale prince of a palace cracked.
And now the kingdom comes,
Crashing down undone,
And I am a master of a nothing place.
Of recoil and grace.
03. Showbiz - Muse.
Controlling my feelings for too long,
Controlling my feelings for too long,
Forcing our darkest souls to unfold,
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold.
Pushing us into self destruction.
Pushing us into self destruction.
And they make me
Make me dream your dreams.
And they make me
Make me scream your screams.
04. I Thought You Were My Boyfriend - The Magnetic Fields.
You told me you loved me,
I know where and when,
Come sunrise, surprise surprise, the joke's on me again.
I know you don't love me,
You know I don't care.
Keep it hidden better.
Did I say the world is fair?
I thought I was just the guy for you and it would never end.
I thought we were supposed to be like glue,
I thought you were my boyfriend.
I thought you were my boyfriend.
05. Troy - Sinead O’Connor.
Do you want me?
Should I leave?
I know you're always telling me
That you love me
Just sometimes I wonder
If I should believe.
Oh, I love you.
God, I love you.
I'd kill a dragon for you.
I'll die,
But I will rise,
And I will return,
The Phoenix from the flame.
I have learned
I will rise,
And you'll see me return.
Being what I am,
There is no other Troy
For me to burn.
And you should've left the light on,
You should've left the light on.
Then I wouldn't have tried
And you'd never have known.
And I wouldn't have pulled you tighter,
No I wouldn't have pulled you close.
I wouldn't have screamed -
No I can't let you go
And the door wasn't closed.
No I wouldn't have pulled you to me,
No I wouldn't have kissed your face,
You wouldn't have begged me to hold you
If we hadn't been there in the first place.
Ah but I know you wanted me to be there oh oh.
Every look that you threw told me so.
But you should've left the light on,
You should've left the light on.
And the flames burned away,
But you're still spitting fire,
Make no difference what you say,
You're still a liar.
06. Human - Goldfrapp.
Throw me down like an old rag,
I'm not standing, don't look back.
Are you human, or a dog?
Are you human
Or d'you make it up.
Are you human, or a dog?
Are you human
Or d'you make it up?
07. No More Good Guys - Skindive.
I died today,
But I'm still breathing,
Bleeding,
For now,
I'm broken.
You left me here,
Capsized and sinking,
Thinking, right now,
There's no more good guys.
You left me standing here,
Alone and colder,
I hope that some day soon,
The pain inside will stop.
08. It's Over - Big Runga.
I cried and cried and cried again,
I swore you were the one.
But baby now it's over,
And nothing can be done.
And nothing can be done.
09. Almost Lovers - A Fine Frenzy.
Goodbye, my almost lover,
Goodbye, my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance,
My back is turned on you.
Should've known you'd bring me heartache,
Almost lovers always do.
10. Captured - Bic Runga.
I want you, when you are close to me.
I want you never to be far.
I know you have laid a trap for me,
Yes, I know you, but not as who you are.
Black on the ground, I am still as a stone.
Whatever changed my love to despair?
Light through the clouds trapped the scent of a soul.
In a moment, my love, I am captured, captured.
11. Nothing But You - Kim Ferron.
I think I'll go for a walk,
Maybe out in the rain.
Maybe let the tears roll down my face
And not feel the pain.
Maybe think about something,
Maybe think about you...
Yeah you can't hurt me now.
You know you can't hurt me now.
You can't hold me down...
And i've got plenty of time,
Time to figure it out,
Time to think about you and me
Whatever that was all about.
Got nothing to prove,
Got nothing to say,
No i'm guessing I never thought you
Were good for me anyway.
12. Nothing Compares 2 U - Stereophonics. (Radio One Live Lounge)
It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away.
I go out every night and sleep all day,
Since you took your love away.
Since you've been gone I can do whatever I want,
I can see whomever I choose.
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant,
But nothing, I said nothing can take away these blues.
`Cause nothing compares.
Nothing compares to you.
It's been so lonely without you here,
Like a bird without a song.
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling,
Tell me baby where did I go wrong?
13. Betrayal & Desolation - London Symphony Orchestra
Instrumental.
'NO MORE GOOD GUYS' -
13 TRACKS & COVERS ZIPPED HERE.
Please do comment and let me know your thoughts and angstings! If you'd like anything uploaded seperately, just ask.