fighting. never. good.

Oct 28, 2006 19:25

It's only natural to fight with your significant other. But is it natural to fight with your boyfriend even if you've only been together three weeks? (well, technically since Oct. 7) And this was an argument that should have taken place down the road...there's no way we have left the "honeymoon" phase already. If so, we're doomed and I don't want that. FOR ONCE I DON'T WANT THAT! The prize is so much better than the chase this time...so so much better.

So. He calls. Sometimes. And sometimes he's out to lunch...or focused on WoW or something else. It doesn't mean he doesn't still like me...right? Oh no, in my pretty little head I start to believe that he has lost interest. And then I cry. No one wants that. Trust me.

This is what happens when a boy comes into my life!! It's not that I'm codependant...I just really really like him a lot. I have ever since I laid eyes on him only I was too stoopid to see that. Instead I wasted time on fucking "him" and "his" stupid self. He's so good to me. David is so amazing. Despite all this unfocusedness....he's so sweet and considerate. So why can't I do that?

He apologized for being distant. He didn't mean to be. There's nothing wrong he said. There's nothing for me to worry about. If I were there, I would be seeing him a lot. He's just busy with work. And friends. And when he says that he wishes I were there, he means it.

Duh.

stupid mere, daivd, fight

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