today's thursday?
Space heaters and I apparantly don't get along. It's either too friggin' hot or too damn cold. It's too something. So I'm opting for the cold cause being too hot make me even more of a raging bitch. And no one wants that. *wink*
Tuesday, Kate came over. Kate is a girl my age who used to live in the same room as I did, only a year or so ago. She and I get along really well...she's a pastry chef (um...YUM!) and we love to shop. So that's what we do. Eat stuff and shop. And quite frankly, she's like the best thing here. She's also getting me a job over at her resturant as a hostess/coat check girl for fri, sat, sund. nights. This will hopefully make the time pass much faster. 8 weeks and 6 days until I see everyone again. is that 62 days? I hate math. Almost as much as I hate....
LAST NIGHT'S CLASS! Victorian Major Writers. I hate it. The professor doesn't even grade it's the TA and quite frankly, I think that's like paying to go see a movie with so and so and watching someone else. Lame. And of course I think this is lame because I got....wait for it....MY FIRST D EVER! (well on a paper, Math and I seem to do well in Consenants that rhyme with B)
So. yeah. now what? I guess I have to go to her, the TA, and ask her why the hell that happened.
Well. I miss David. like a lot. and he misses me too. And sometimes when you're away and you can't look the person in the eyes and know that everything's ok...you get a little worried when the phone stops ringing as much as it used to. So yesterday through last night we had a long talk about what in the world is going on. I think that the worst part of me being in a relationship right now is that I'm always a little scared. Never about him cheating or anything....but about him just not liking me anymore. Forgetting the way I wear my hair, or the smell of my shampoo. like I slowly fade away into a memory of someone and that's no longer alluring anymore. I'll think of any excuse won't I? He's so amazing to me, why am i searching to end
it instead of searching for a way it will work like I did with "him". And "he's" like the worst person in the world to me. Eck.
ehh. and I'm gone.
Tuesday, Kate came over. Kate is a girl my age who used to live in the same room as I did, only a year or so ago. She and I get along really well...she's a pastry chef (um...YUM!) and we love to shop. So that's what we do. Eat stuff and shop. And quite frankly, she's like the best thing here. She's also getting me a job over at her resturant as a hostess/coat check girl for fri, sat, sund. nights. This will hopefully make the time pass much faster. 8 weeks and 6 days until I see everyone again. is that 62 days? I hate math. Almost as much as I hate....
LAST NIGHT'S CLASS! Victorian Major Writers. I hate it. The professor doesn't even grade it's the TA and quite frankly, I think that's like paying to go see a movie with so and so and watching someone else. Lame. And of course I think this is lame because I got....wait for it....MY FIRST D EVER! (well on a paper, Math and I seem to do well in Consenants that rhyme with B)
So. yeah. now what? I guess I have to go to her, the TA, and ask her why the hell that happened.
Well. I miss David. like a lot. and he misses me too. And sometimes when you're away and you can't look the person in the eyes and know that everything's ok...you get a little worried when the phone stops ringing as much as it used to. So yesterday through last night we had a long talk about what in the world is going on. I think that the worst part of me being in a relationship right now is that I'm always a little scared. Never about him cheating or anything....but about him just not liking me anymore. Forgetting the way I wear my hair, or the smell of my shampoo. like I slowly fade away into a memory of someone and that's no longer alluring anymore. I'll think of any excuse won't I? He's so amazing to me, why am i searching to end
it instead of searching for a way it will work like I did with "him". And "he's" like the worst person in the world to me. Eck.
ehh. and I'm gone.