I am fucking pissed
I am fucking pissed. And I have no clue why. I am pissed that I have to clean out my room for a foreign exchange student, sure I am happy she's coming on some level, but what sane only child wouldn't be pissed that their parents are getting a foreign student her senior year of college and giving away her bedroom? I am pissed off that they are trying to get me to run student related errands. Isn't the room/parent sharing enough? I am pissed that there is no food in the house. I am pissed because I want McDonalds, but that would require talking to my mom and I am so pissed right now that I might snap her head off.
I am pissed off that the internet keeps crashing on my computer and that my email keeps telling me that I have typed the wrong password- fuck you blitzmail.
I am pissed that everyone is so concerned about what I am doing after this next year but when I mention that I am nervous about a thesis topic they shrug it off. It is like asking a kindergartner if she is planning to learn her multiplication tables and ignoring her when she says she is having trouble adding.
I am pissed off that there is a war going on. I am pissed off that losing someone I care about to it is a possibility. I am pissed off that life circumstances dictate that I can't be with the person I love right now. I am pissed off that he thought of the fake new article entry before me. I am pissed off that cheap super fast buses that can go from the west coast to various places in the midwest in about 30 mintues haven't been invented.
I know, I am a big baby, but venting was necessary to insure the safety and well being of those who must come in personal contact with me this evening.
I am pissed off that the internet keeps crashing on my computer and that my email keeps telling me that I have typed the wrong password- fuck you blitzmail.
I am pissed that everyone is so concerned about what I am doing after this next year but when I mention that I am nervous about a thesis topic they shrug it off. It is like asking a kindergartner if she is planning to learn her multiplication tables and ignoring her when she says she is having trouble adding.
I am pissed off that there is a war going on. I am pissed off that losing someone I care about to it is a possibility. I am pissed off that life circumstances dictate that I can't be with the person I love right now. I am pissed off that he thought of the fake new article entry before me. I am pissed off that cheap super fast buses that can go from the west coast to various places in the midwest in about 30 mintues haven't been invented.
I know, I am a big baby, but venting was necessary to insure the safety and well being of those who must come in personal contact with me this evening.