Jan 02, 2018 18:09
Started a new job today. Man, last night, I couldn't fucking sleep. Like every time I thought about the next day, or the fact I'll have a job now, my heart rate would swell. It kind of still does it even thinking about it now. I don't want this to be some fucking mental block that creates problems like insomnia or some shit. I was literally lying in bed for hours before sleeping, having my heart rate swell whenever I managed to calm myself a bit because I thought about something again. That's on top of going to bed when I would've gotten about 6.5 hours in the first place.
The job so far seems easy enough, and the accounting department seems nice. The business is a bit strict with what you're allowed to do at your desk though, what the fuck. But the pace is niiiice and easy, a stark contrast to that job I had for a week, doing logistics at a warehouse.