I Came to Play...
Le gasp... i'm updating like only a week after the last entry??? for real???
Wow.. hope this becomes a reoccurring thing!!! well plus i've had a lot on my mind, as usual, and since i'm trying to change my mindset and thought process for the better figured it might be better to kind of vent via writing like i used to instead of keeping it in or telling random people around me and bugging them too much hah... sorry guys!
Anyway.. today was a day off for me.. wooohoo... thought i would be able to steal the car to do random shite but it was snowing this morning and just wasn't worth the hassle... so i stayed home, worked out, did a little bit of cleaning, etc... hoping to dye my hair and other random shit.. we'll see...
Got distracted talking to my boy Tomas from stetson.. who i haven't harassed in FOREVER... why do i think things will not be getting done now?? haha... ah well...
anyway... overall i think i'm still basically on point with my thoughts... though i've had quite a few "my life sucks" or "i wish i had..."... and either i chance the thought pattern or distract myself... i have a lot more thoughts of "i wanna..." nowadays.. which i think is a good thing.. has me striving for things instead of being like "ugh i hate this etc"... so... let's hope things keep on trucking like that..
So much on my mind... so much i wanna do.. though not sure how... really need to try to figure out my life... and what i really want... i'm really itching to get out of this house... and also really really wanting a tattoo haha... i always ask for input though don't ever get it... also want another piercing... not sure what... it's been a year since my last piercing... i've waited long enough hah....
ok my brain is now on other things... so i'm gonna go.. hopefully will write more soon...
peace and i want more
Wow.. hope this becomes a reoccurring thing!!! well plus i've had a lot on my mind, as usual, and since i'm trying to change my mindset and thought process for the better figured it might be better to kind of vent via writing like i used to instead of keeping it in or telling random people around me and bugging them too much hah... sorry guys!
Anyway.. today was a day off for me.. wooohoo... thought i would be able to steal the car to do random shite but it was snowing this morning and just wasn't worth the hassle... so i stayed home, worked out, did a little bit of cleaning, etc... hoping to dye my hair and other random shit.. we'll see...
Got distracted talking to my boy Tomas from stetson.. who i haven't harassed in FOREVER... why do i think things will not be getting done now?? haha... ah well...
anyway... overall i think i'm still basically on point with my thoughts... though i've had quite a few "my life sucks" or "i wish i had..."... and either i chance the thought pattern or distract myself... i have a lot more thoughts of "i wanna..." nowadays.. which i think is a good thing.. has me striving for things instead of being like "ugh i hate this etc"... so... let's hope things keep on trucking like that..
So much on my mind... so much i wanna do.. though not sure how... really need to try to figure out my life... and what i really want... i'm really itching to get out of this house... and also really really wanting a tattoo haha... i always ask for input though don't ever get it... also want another piercing... not sure what... it's been a year since my last piercing... i've waited long enough hah....
ok my brain is now on other things... so i'm gonna go.. hopefully will write more soon...
peace and i want more