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eh....
me and sara broke up...again. i am 90% positive it is final this time. i guess, like gil always said, just to nice to be a b/f. i am more of a friend one...which blows. i guess she rather the other guy. but hey, she still has feelings and thinks i am a great person and all that jazz. which translates to 'we can be good friends and nothing more'...blah.
nothing much more going on. plotting my 11 return. i miss it dearly. d2 has to keep me ok till then. justin didnt come over yesterday...weird. must be fucking that mel chick. i found out something i really like and will start to watck. video mods on mtv2. they take an engine of a game and the characters and make music vids to songs...it is really nifty.
went to the mall yestserday w/ steph/tony. it was ok. i hate large crowds so much. tony got his cam...woo hoo(sarcaism). then home and talked to people. they wanted me to go to texan w/ them but i said no.
anyways...up coming things...i got to start the shopping soon...SOON. wont have enough cash...but i will do my best. so that means i have to blow it all on family now...and save up to get something for sara after. i already talked to her about it. she knows and is ok...need to get something good for her. MAYBE see jess if she finds me important enough to see w/ her 2 weeks off. nothing more. i am going to go....later
me and sara broke up...again. i am 90% positive it is final this time. i guess, like gil always said, just to nice to be a b/f. i am more of a friend one...which blows. i guess she rather the other guy. but hey, she still has feelings and thinks i am a great person and all that jazz. which translates to 'we can be good friends and nothing more'...blah.
nothing much more going on. plotting my 11 return. i miss it dearly. d2 has to keep me ok till then. justin didnt come over yesterday...weird. must be fucking that mel chick. i found out something i really like and will start to watck. video mods on mtv2. they take an engine of a game and the characters and make music vids to songs...it is really nifty.
went to the mall yestserday w/ steph/tony. it was ok. i hate large crowds so much. tony got his cam...woo hoo(sarcaism). then home and talked to people. they wanted me to go to texan w/ them but i said no.
anyways...up coming things...i got to start the shopping soon...SOON. wont have enough cash...but i will do my best. so that means i have to blow it all on family now...and save up to get something for sara after. i already talked to her about it. she knows and is ok...need to get something good for her. MAYBE see jess if she finds me important enough to see w/ her 2 weeks off. nothing more. i am going to go....later