Feb 04, 2006 11:16
things are all around...
work...work is work. it is busy again all of a sudden. so busy and what not. nothing other then that to say.
jamie and me are good...real good. once and a while it is bad. like last night. on the phone w/ her and she falls asleep. in a lose/lose. i hang up and she is made that i hung up(cause the beeping will wake her). or i just push buttons and make loud sounds to wake her so i can go...and she will be mad that i am saying she was asleep and i woke her. so either way...i kinda got yelled at today for it :(. other then that, it is other little stupid fights. went ice skating yesterday...that was a mistake! it hurt us both. left early to come here and she fell alseep. v-day is going to be good. it is going to be special and a day to effect the rest of our lives ;).
something came up while talking to jamie. it wasnt started by her...just re-brought up. sometimes, people like uniuque style. and i am one of those people. i have a luigi hat...a naruto headband...an oriental suit. but everytime i wear one of those, i get stares or laughed at. kinda makes me wish i was in japan where that stuff is accpeted. like when i was in vegas, i saw like groups of people of japs that all had something funky going on...and i thought it was cool as shit. just wish 'unique' wasnt mocked in this small city.
other then that...not much. i keep spending all my money. and i dont know what on! i am poor. sucks like hell. and i am done talking to jess and sara. they...they werent the best of friends anyways. just kinda around. so...things will be just fine off that. and me and all the guys arent so good. we are all done talking unfortantaly. they might be casting me away...but that is thier choice.
i am going to go......maybe i can cheer up today...